On the loose is a murderer Elusive he can not be caught Shakles and prisons could not ever hold him Lurking in the dark, beware of this phantom He´s roaming about on the hunt again Watching every single one without discrimination Young or old, free or sold, who is the next victim You can only hope because there is no hiding Traps traps traps all around Dread dread dread is abound Promise, a promise, he promises an excape Slit slit is it really that easy? Can you see the dark figure, can you see the dark figure Fakes a friend, what a fiend Can you see the dark figure, can you see the dark figure Savior, murderer At some point I seem to have made a wrong turn Now I´m lost in the forest, the darkness starts to burn Can you hear me, can you help me, am I all alone? I hold on to sanity but my strenght is all gone I hear the voice of a sirene luring me in Sounds so seren promising a peaseful end Hallucinating the madening violent truth If there´s a way out I won´t hear it from you Traps traps traps all around Dread dread dread is abound Promise, a promise, he promises an excape Slit slit is it really that easy? Can you see the dark figure, can you see the dark figure Fakes a friend, what a fiend Can you see the dark figure, can you see the dark figure Savior, murderer Hate hate hate the murderer Hate hate hate the murderer Hate hate hate the murderer Hate hate hate the murderer Can you see the dark figure, can you see the dark figure Fakes a friend, what a fiend Can you see the dark figure, can you see the dark figure Savior, murderer

Hallo there welcome to this beautiful nightmare Rest assured there will be so much fun to fear Hallo there take this invitation to have a share In our gathering to which all mindless steer Now face all the faceless and the graceless As they heed the call of my abyss Look at them they never knew what was coming Falling, slicing those are their salvation Rejoice rejoice The end is nigh Attention salvation Come one come all, this is my MO Attention damnation Come one come all, get the fix you think you´re owed Hallo there can you see their eyes stare Devoid of all that was once considered fair Regressed and completely aimless Their mental compass has failed to care Here´s a necklace and a tree, a bridge without security Each destination with its fun emotion Bless their tiny fragile souls, it´s easy to make them go Too bad I can´t put my accomplishments on pedastols Rejoice rejoice The end is nigh Attention salvation Come one come all, this is my MO Attention damnation Come one come all, get the fix you think you´re owed Black fare on the rise Black fare on the rise Black fare on the rise There´s so much fun to be had Black fare on the rise Black fare on the rise Black fare on the rise Do not worry it won´t hurt Just when you thought I was gone now here comes Another surprise, another disguise Now I will move on, my work is not yet done I will keep lurking, looking for the next one Attention salvation Come one come all, this is my MO Attention damnation Come one come all, get the fix you think you´re owed

I´ve gone too far Yet my step has not even taken me closer Stop, no further My body froze and will not comply My legs wont stop shaking Any more and they might end up braking Might as well, it would end this hell Maybe one day comes my time Deimos Deimos Danger waits silently In my home, in my dreams No way to escape, nothing but afraid I am just a shell ready to break Always by my side Is the shadow who loves to lie He takes pleasure in my plight Catatonic sight Deimos Deimos I have no strength left to pry Open my darkest mind Expose the liar someone left inside Deimos rages Deimos rages Monsters are lurking Inside my closet They stare me down I feel nothing but dread Monsters are lurking Inside my closet They stare me down I feel nothing but dread Only one place to hide Under my bed Nightmares so haunting They scare me to death Monsters are lurking Outside my fortress They stare me down There is nothing but dread There is no place to hide Give up yourself Life is too haunting That I wish for death Monsters are lurking Outside my fortress They stare me down There is nothing but dread There is no place to hide Give up yourself Life is too haunting That I wish for death

All horrible words just do not want to stay They need to go unheard, there are no ears for me Before I start to speak would you bring me duct tape But please do not mind me I am just another psycho Abandoned with myself the pressure won´t eleviate Where did I put my valve? I need a room to devestate Every single thought becomes another drop Filling me to the brim with delicious nitroglycerin Strap me into the torture machine But please do not mind me I am just another psycho I want to gouge out my eyes I´ve grown tired to look at all these flies Maggots will gouge out my eyes Feeding on my rotting mind I want to gouge out my eyes I´ve grown tired to look at all these flies Maggots will gouge out my eyes Feeding on my rotting mind All my words have abandoned me All my words have abandoned me All my words have abandoned me All my words have abandoned me I won´t allow it, but I cannot live without it You are mine, my possession, I decline, I hate I won´t allow it, but I cannot live without it You are mine, my posession, so devine, my pain My obsession, no discression Give me flowers, I´ll take your lies Hurt me more, I´ll take the pain I´ve done it before, no need to try My obsession, no discression Give me flowers, I´ll take your lies Hurt me more, I´ll take the pain I´ve done it before, no need to try All horrible words will have to ravage me But don´t you waste a thought, and don´t call me a tragedy I want to gouge out my eyes I´ve grown tired to look at all these flies Maggots will gouge out my eyes Feeding on my rotting mind I won´t allow it, but I cannot live without it You are mine, my possession, I decline, I hate I won´t allow it, but I cannot live without it You are mine, my posession, so devine, my pain

Wake up wake up you know this can´t go on Wake up wake up there´s no other option Cut the cord and step the line go ahead and Break apart and redesign This is the final straw Broken back camel It´s been going on for far too long Defecating over yourself now you´re just an empty shell Here comes the redemption that you sought Oh no I will not accept this These parts will not realign I´m left looking like a rotting fetus Don´t you worry healing never looks benign Here I am sitting in total disgust Get used to this because it´s just a start Set backs simply are a part of the process This could be addicting so I want it all in excess Give it to me I want it all Give it to me I want this pain It has been some time Since I really felt whole I went through darkness and I stepped in light But now I´m strolling through limbo I thought I could take this And it also really seemed that way Please forgive me if I don´t make sense For now let me bath in the agony Give it to me I want it all Give it to me I want this pain Here we are again my friend Not quite the beginning but also not the end This duality is suprisingly comfortable But at some point it is time to move on You break in to break me out Don´t be scared if I start to shout I´m just a dog in pain Let´s put an end to this drought Beware you don´t come up with delusions Drowning yourself is not the solution Fight through this desperate change And make your fears faint Keep it from me I want no more Keep it from me I hate this pain

Disgusting degeneracy is Spreading through my filthy body Hypocritical integrity Pathatic waste of functioning organs Please don´t mind me I´ll just watch my blood succumb to gravity Drip drip drip Such relaxing order Here I stand yet again With another failed plan Lying in a puddle Of my decomposing madness Shame is creeping in Enveloping everything I brought it on myself But wait, there´s more I cannot run I cannot hide I won´t even try to fight Deny my plea for forgiveness I cannot find anything left inside My mind is raising its entropy Punish me appropriately Before I become callous Whatever makes it right I know that I deserve this When there´s not a thought left to be said When there´s not a word left to be heard When there´s not a thing left to be burned Do you know what to do next? Set yourself on fire Bring me my napalm Your pills just won´t do I´ve been hunting them like a fool Is my fate really that cruel? Do I not know as much as you? I will bath in napalm Chuck like a bottle Now I need a lighter and Set myself on fire When there´s nothing left to burn Set yourself on fire When there´s nothing left to burn Set yourself on fire

Let´s go Run I look upon the scenery Presenting itself before me I hear the laugh of the mocking bird While I am left alone, unheard I wear the noose, my adorning necklace Reminding me of what I have not become My eyes meet the gaze of death This noose is my lucky charm Beside me The shadow Keeps lying Through its teeth Beside me The shadow Keeps lying Through its teeth This idyllic murder scene The last thing I was supposed to see I will not show greatfulness Nor feed your sadism I refuse stop talking I refuse I won´t listen Your manipulation shrinks with my distance Step by step I run Holding the noose, a digusting necklace Reminding me of what I almost became I survived the gaze of death I never deserved your blame Beside me The shadow Keeps lying Through its teeth Beside me The shadow Keeps lying Through its teeth This idyllic murder scene The last thing I was to see I will not show greatfulness Nor feed your sadism With my head held high This is your place of failure I write you down Just a scribble on paper With my head held high This is your place of failure I write you down Just a scribble on paper With my head held high I stand in this place Mark my rebirth And your failure

Go Is it monday yet again please just let me sleep in I don´t want to get up not for any reason Just wanna stay in bed pull the blanket Over my head let me bath in lethargy The one day that I dread is upon me like a predator What is it even here for? What am I hear for? Just to suffer? Don´t be so naive Mental faculties have been replaced by appathy I´ve gone numb utterly useless I am done a bag of garbage Pathatic waste of functioning organs Another day starting to be awful No You hail this new season with empty treason No action can make me live your philosophy I don´t wanna hear i don´t wanna see I don´t wanna feel a bone in me I just want to vegetate rot away Untill there´s nothing left Just let me plug in escape living Run from life lies Just let me plug in escape living It would cost too much everything Exiting everything including existing Exiting everything including existing I´ve gone numb utterly useless I am done a bag of trash I´ve gone numb utterly useless I am done a bag of garbage Pathatic waste of functioning organs Another day starting to be awful No

Hello there Would you meet my friend I call him flopsy He needs a lot of care He may seem shy but he´s just very quiet He wants to tell the truth but he is just to scared to He is always in his head imagining defiance He has been told to lie and the consequences are cruel The evil ones are always near Lurking just behind the door Hiding beneath the bed in fear They´re always drooling for more Mother, it hurts so much Won´t you make it stop, please just make it stop Mother, do you like to see me suffer Am I not enough, am I not enough to be loved When the monsters come out bad things will happen He doesn´t want to talk about it cause the evil might get worse When the monsters come there´s no point in hiding He cannot talk about it cause the trauma mutes his voice Don´t notify anyone it won´t make a difference No one believes any child in distress All you can do is just sit by, watch his heart die Watch his fuse fry and succumb to his madness Mother, it hurts so much Won´t you make it stop, please just make it stop Mother, do you like to see me suffer Am I not enough, am I not enough to be loved Crushing all the bones in his face, is that what your love means This is not what he signed up for when he came onto the scene No philosophie could ever help him, or safe him So let´s turn the page I am glad you could make his acquantance Isn´t he great, isn´t he brave, despite it smiles eminate from his face This is what he has been dealt, this is his fate One single intervention is not yet to late Until then suffering ever sin you can imagine Holding tight hoping all will be right Flopsy might just take flight Mother, it hurts so much Won´t you make it stop, please just make it stop Mother, do you like to see me suffer Am I not enough, am I not enough to be loved

I fail to come up with any words My mind is failing me constantly I cannot think anymore, it all hurts Am I a freak with deleted faculties? One more time and I might just collapse I am just a doll with no strings attached I´ll keep silent and stare into emptiness That is my normal, please forgive my awkwardness I fail to come up with a single word No capacity to describe the experience Reasoning evades me successfully every day All I seem to have are silent screams to communicate One more time and I might just collapse I am just a doll with no strings attached Don´t mind my silence please just accept Just pass me by it´s the best way to act One more time and I might just collapse I´m standing on my toes at the brink with little balance Just a little push and this step will be my last Many want to hold but their grasp might just fail You want to help then please just ignore me You want to help then please just ignore me Any questions are nothing but hurting Don´t talk just be and I´ll be ok Don´t talk just stay Don´t talk just stay Don´t talk just be here And I will be ok I will be ok If you stay right here with me I will be ok If you stay right here with me